Wow... Its almost been 23 years since ma mum (Patricia) bore me in pains but great joy in her heart.. Unlike normal kids, i was born a little after 8 months, too eager to come to the world i gotta say.. After all my rush rush, well, body don calm down. Well, i wasn't the first tho, R.I.P supposed big bro.. I wonder what it would have been like if you were here today.. U for don beat me tire cos i for no dey gree for u.. I just wonder if you'd have been big bodied like i am or tall or a fine boy like me *wink* I never saw you, all i ever see is the faint smile with a 'Thank God you are alive' from my Mum whenever she talks about you.
I really wish i met you, i really wish i had someone to take away dad's (Chukwuemeka) harshness a bit in anticipation for ma arrival, maybe he would have been more lenient on me. You may have been married by now, how cool it would have been to say to ma buddies, 'i'm chillin at ma big bro's place'.. I wonder what ur name would have been, maybe Charles or Chinonso or Fred. You never even lived to get a name to your credit. How cool it'd have been to have worn your clothes and you'd vex so bad cos i wore your favourite shirt. Lol! How cool it'd have been to hustle with you and have a genuine blood watch my back as i watch yours. All i have are mere wishes cos i never even saw you, you never even stayed long enough to have a picture of you taken. Well, if it were like days of now, at least a camera phone picture would be available.. Maybe as your tiny head popped out to earth first. Lol... Mumsy go slap d person wey go take dat pisshure.. Lol:: but here i am 24 years later, writing these words about you. Well, i don't feel hurt, all i've got are mere wishes but that woman who carried you sure feels the pain like every single time she thinks of you cos you were supposed to be her first. Well, here i am taking up that position for you and almost 23 years now, big bro, i know you are up there seeing me right now, have i done good? Or you feel like scolding me? Tell me now o.... Lol!
In as much as i didn't meet you, i just miss the fun we woulda had together as brothers.. Well, i have a lil sister, her name is Vikky, she just turned 15 in febuary, stubborn and very fragile too.. I dunno how she combines the two.. We are repping you, flying the family name just like you'd have done if you were here.. Keep watching over us, we will always miss you. Safe Bro.. From your lil' bro; Mel
