Saturday, 22 October 2011

Control

In just a lil while of ma existence on earth, I think I've learnt some major things about control especially in the department of Attitude and Temper.
Me being who I am really don't find so many things funny and can be quick to erupt and pour that larva on someone nearby but I've come to find out that those who end up suffering the hurt of what someone else did to me are the ones that totally don't deserve it. Transferred agression is something that gets the better part of me so I've learnt to stay quiet and say nothing or almost nothing when I'm in that crazy state of anger. Cos in as much as the real & hard truth is spoken when one is angry, harsh and irrational decisions are made too and its better not to judge one or make conclusions when angry cos the effect may never wear off in a life time.
I've had a couple of friends I've lost and in as much as I still think of them once in a while, sometimes I just say "let sleeping dogs lie" but its a thing of the heart and if I've ever hurt you as a result of my temper, I'm sorry.
We all strive to be better people on a daily basis, I am too. I'm human and I have flaws, we all do. Let's learn from people's stories and let it affect us positively. Remember, Experience can only be the best teacher if only you learn from it. God bless us all. Amen