Now listening to a song off ma favourite playlist '4 my town: Birdman 'baby' Williams ft. Drake & Lil' Wayne, i cant help but feel blessed to be alive till this day to even write this or even listen to this song which has barely no meaning to ma current state of mind but the heavy base line of the song from ma woofers keep ma mind at alert. Family, future and everything around me at the moment has been a major concern to me for about 2 weeks now. Not like it hasn't been but this time, it comes with a very bad pressure that leaves me in silly moods and brings migrane and sleepless nights. I searched for answers, i spoke to reachable mentors, i seeked advice from a few trusted people but none of the procedures were applicable to my situation. Maybe its because i'm so used to bottling up emotions and hurt so seeking advice isn't ma thing but i knew i had to change, wish i had a pro shrink close by. Thats how bad i felt about ma condition.
In the midst of the whole confussion in ma head, i totally forgot that there's someone up there that even if not seen, can handle all situations. Spoke to Him but i got no reply. Maybe like Her, i ain't strong enough or i just wasnt paying attention when the answers came and it passed me by but i came across something.. Somewhere in His book, He said 'come unto me all you who are heavy laden and i shall give you rest'. That was when it really dawned on me i had been going in circles. I took out 5 minutes to talk to Him with her on the other end of the phone call at 5:17am this morning and trust me, i feel so much peace and i want you to feel that peace too so please, take a minute or two and just say something to Him now and see how you'd feel now. Its just a magic stress and brain relaxer. Signing off listening to the song - Epic by MI, i cant help but feel epic because its all clear to me now. Troubles are just stepping stones, bear that in mind. Much Love
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