For every action, there's a reaction and for every reaction there's a counter action. I really don't know what follows after a counter action but i sure do know that right now, i just wish i could talk to some people. Here right now is slowly becoming my only outlet to a world i didn't even know existed in my realm of life; maybe only in my imaginations. First of all, i'm angry because i don't know what to do; wow, ok i just dropped a tear!! Not tears of joy like many would have it but of discontent and pain and ill-treatment mixed with unfair judgement and conclusions regarding my personality and the effect i have on others around me.
I'm not a saint, i'm not even close but i wanna believe only God can judge me. Everyone has been through things in life, me inclusive. My personal experiences aren't things i should recount here but for me, it has gone as far as me being on the recieving side of harsh treatment from people that are supposed to love me. I've made dumb mistakes, some of whic i am still paying for today. But that doesn't stop me from being who i am destined to be, it doesn't make me less the person i am today. In as much as i may wanna curse out and say some things, i think i'm tired of making those dumb mistakes. I'm not even gonna let fate play out now or take things into my arms, i'm gonna be the one who thinks before taking a step so i'm gonna ask that you reading this be slow to making conclusions on people especially ones you haven't met because you never can tell who's happiness you are crushing. I believe in my self and believe my future is bright so instead of your talk and get me all lost in my world, you only make me better so i hope this makes you happy!!
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